Monday 14 December 2009

Our journey Pause here

Sem 1 is coming to an end but yet our journey still long way to go. ^^
This whole sem , many things happen, many changes in btw.
I love who m i now. As well as others love too. =)
Gonna have 3 weeks breaks but actually is 1 week break, 2 week Study week for our final .=)
Only 3 weeks i think i gonna miss my bunch of Gila friends here.
I dont have the chance to Kacau them for almost 3 weeks.=( nvm lar. Let them relax for 3 weeks, when the time they come back , hahahahahha. =)
Friends here, take good care alright and enjoy till max when you all go back okay. =) But dont forget to accompany your parents, dont just enjoy with friends.
What a waste is , even we holiday , we cant really hang out together bcux all of us are from diff places. Some sabah, sarawak, kedah, perak & etc. Nvm lar. Once we finish our foundation, maybe there's a holiday trip , then we go together and have fun ! =)

I'm very happy before i go back cux everything seems to be fine btw all of us . =)
Take things easy n simple & it should be nice ><
Happy holiday =)

Wednesday 25 November 2009

Is Back =)

Its 3.00am, before that i was chatting with my greatest blur friend i had '3', but her way of thinking is really out of the box,i learn alot from her.

In life, we cant please everyone right? if we try to do so, at the end of the day, we're the one who feels tired but no one else know neither do they appreciate . How would you know everyone is happy? Maybe only on the outside they seem to b happy . We'll never able to make everyone around us happy . Somehow there wil be disagreements.There are no use for trying when the outcome is already clear, no way we can please human cux they will never satisfied even for the closest person you're attached to ; cux there will be disappointment n arguement but the most important thing is you learn from your mistake.

When you're trying to change urself, you're losing your real self at the end of the day. I do agree that diff situation need diff reaction but if you start changing personality then its a diff story already.

How to not feel sad so easily ? The mental have to be prepared. And whenever you plan something , don give out too high hopes n not too low also, then when everything goes smoothly, you'll be the happiest one. =) ; but when something goes wrong at least u prepared urself .

Everytime we have problems , we discuss, not keep to ourselves . I'll rmb this '3'. You're the best =)

There's someone i should apologise to . That someone is '2' one of my closest friend i ever had. Your care your action your worries your effort i appreciate alot. I'm sry for the headache you had wich lasted so long for you last time. I'm sry for my actions that made you worried. Every reaction i gave you affected you so much. Everytime when i hav some disagreement with them, you'll be the one who step up n b the speaker, who takes the effort to talk to me, who really take care my feelings. You're yet stil the best. =)

Tuesday 24 November 2009

Bowling ^^

Tdy luckily got 7 of us including me went for Bowling =) ^^ We played 3 game per person .lol. Our hand was so pain afterall. =) There were Me, Danile, Ang, Kelvin, Hwa Ngon, Sheng & Wilson .^^

After that we head to Baskin Robbins for ice-cream . Rm7.90 per cone. It is expensive but delicious ^^ Then we bought some donuts since is quite cheap ~Buy 9 pieces free 3 pieces . LOL. So we share it out . We took 4.15 bus back to campus .

Tml will be having Study Skill Test but i'm still so lazy of studying it. Its Bored~~

Actually i forgetten when is my good friends presentation. Currently i just know one of my good friends will be having presentation tml , i think is bout abortion if i'm not mistaken. All the best to the good friend and i'll support you =). For the other good friends, i'm sorry i really forgetten when is yours presentation. ~Apologise ya ~

Its 7.10pm, i think is time for dinner earlier and later should really study STUDY SKILL ~~ *bored*
Alright lar, later only cont my blog-ing after i study STUDY SKILL =)
Chao~~

Y Y Y

Its 8 o'clock in the morning. As usual woke up & get ready for class at 9.
After that, took my lunch v my group R friends then there are nothing much to do dy. Tot of playing pool but is full all the time. So me, daniel & matt went over to the futsbal table and play with it with a pool ball. LOL. Then one guy standing there seeing us play for quite same time, sudd he say, he got the futsbal ball & ask us whether wanna play together anot. lol. So he teaches us alot of skill , but our big smart ass " DANIEL" dono how to play at all. Just know how to study . LOL.

around 12.30 we went back to our room ~~ nothing to do at all. wanna revise study skill but lazy so i decided to watch "G I JOE". I brought quite some dvd-movies from my hse . lol. "G I JOE" is cool man. So techno~~ watch until half way, daniel gonna go for study skill present dy bcux last week he din manage to present it. So i go n support him lo ~~ =) After he presented , then i sendiri balik room around 3 to continue my movie =)

After the movie, i study study skill for a while until i fall asleep . lol when i woke up is around 6.30 dy. call kenny whether wanna follow friends out for dinner but he said tired so acc him makan dinner at cafe lo. Around 7.45, friends pick us up for Futsal lo. Really enjoy playing with , especially team up with Kenny. Whenever we 2 team up, i think we can beat all the players down . lol . Really =) After futsal, mamak lo, as usual lo. Then came back around 12 something.

One of my dearest friend called. Dear friend, as i said, all i can help i already try my best dy but i'll always helping you whenever you want me. Now is the time u make the decision my dear friend. Be tough be brave to stand up alright. dont always let the person makes you fall. You know you got a bunch of great friends support you always =) . Dont say dono alright. We shall know which decision is the best for us. You can do it ! ^^

After that , i go bath lor then MSN and BlOG-ing now lo. LOL.

One of my bestie sudd said i become very "diam diam " dy. lol. He said last time i'll just blurt out everything to him or anyone. for example friends , family , studies , anything lar. But now he said i'm very "diam diam". Din mention anything dy. Bestie, basically i also dono whats going on to me . lol. Maybe "diamdiam" sometimes is good .lol. but dont worry, when we meet, i'll not "diam diam", i'll be very talkative and share alot of things with you bestie. do take care okay ^^

Tdy i finally chat back with 3 of my very good friends. =). although just few days but it seems that I quite miss them lots. I'm happy to know the good news from one of the very good friends. Now you 2 should talk more and share more things and care each other more alright =) You all really a bunch of great good friends ^^. Tml you all should receive my sweetsss.

Tml should be going to Kajang for bowling. Although i feel that should be quite few of us going only or maybe just 3 or 4. But nvm lar, i just wanna enjoy every second of my life .=) Mostly 12.30 bus and back to campus around 5 something or 6 something. =)

lastly , i feel that I dono how to express my happy or sad feelings to my friend dy. Somehow maybe blog-ing will help me express it out but i think blog-ing doesnt help much. conclusion, still thinking a good way . ~~~

is 2am. gonna revise study skill and slp !
Gd night <3

Monday 23 November 2009

Sunday

I question myself nowadays whether m i thinking the positive side or the negative? Y some of them take it as actually is nothing just that you need time. everyone has their own thoughts right? so basically for me, i think that it is quite serious for me but yet you said maybe is nothing. Alright, I'll treat it as nothing then.

Besides that, i din really touch my phone since fri. Maybe one of the reason is that my bill is still very high. Always 3 digit , i wish to lower down to 2 digit . LOL. The other reason is, i felt that currently i'm in the silent mode. Silent mode doesn't mean emo alright. I'll still be very hyper-active and talking crap, just that my mind had switch the mode to silent .

Tdy went bac to uni around 3.30pm. It was just so quiet. My friends went outing to MidValley. After my parents went back, i start to clean up my place. Its really dirty . I take almost 1 & half hour to finally clean up the whole room . Now my room is clean and tidy. =)
Luckily Daniel came back early , so we had our dinner togather at SA. It was just too bored. After dinner we went back , our connection to the net was just sucks. Cant even on9 or wad. Even bored. + daniel slept dy. Luckily once again, er jie called. Chit chat to pass the time. Then i went to bed, try to slp early but i woke up at 12am . Just slp 2 hours. sigh.

Bout 1am, msg ty whether wanna go to tcr to check mail or facebook anot. LOL. He also very bored so we two went to tcr . So now i'm writing this blog lo. and i gonna go back and try to slp dy.
Good nite =)

Sunday 22 November 2009

Life

Our life changes everysecond, u cant predict what will happen next . Do you believe there are forever friends? there are true friends? I believe there do have, is just how you maintain it. Honestly, true friends & forever friends are hard to find and hard to form.

One of my very good bro said," You change dy". At first i just denied him & keep quiet. After that, we had a long convo thro msn, i told him that wad u said just now is quite true. I do change dy, in the sense of character or thinking. He agree that i'm quite quiet dy . Maybe is the life that i'm facing thro-out this few months. My gang, My bros, My Uni friends. As i mention before, god gaves us problem because god believes that we can handle it. Ya is true i can handle it but somehow i feel that i had change abit. My good bro emphasis that talking heart to heart to my true friends really work as we have been thro so many years. He ask me not to keep everything to myself. I dont wish too bro. But dont worry, i'll try to blurt out.

If you really treat me as ur very very very best friend dy and we have been thro so many years dy, why yet u still need to pretend in front of me? dont you believe me? I'll not be angry because of that. I'm unhappy because you din tell me whats going on until i found out. I hope that you dont think that i'm still the old me. I know its a small matter, but you know i treat every single matter of u from my bottom of my heart. You do promise me , anything happen or going on, you will tell me, before that you do, but now you didn't. Maybe you did but not as much as last time dy.Is it i sentive or is it think too much again? I'm quite sure that i'm not sensitve or think too much dy, i just want you to be honest.

Seeing my dear friend facing such a prob that hurt her so deeply n she cant even find her way out or wad to do. I feel so bad. My dear friend, is time for you to sit down and think every single piece of things twice. I dont wish that you escape from the reality this time alright. Obviously, the person is acting too much my dear. That person is taking you for granted my dear. Nobody really wish to see u suffer again . Solve the problem as soon as possible alright. Hurt now is better than keep hurting day by day.

And recently, pass 2 or 3 weeks, one of my good friend facing some problem also. He is a truely good friend that should appreciate . I'm happy for him right now as he really changed alot. =) I'm quite sure that he did really think wad i told him . I told him, " i cant know unless you let me know, i cant care unless you let me care." this sentence is one of my dear friend who told me, i feel i really learn alot from this sentence, so i advice him with this sentence =). I really like the character he is now. There's still a long journey we will walk thro .

I feel bad to my buddy . As i cant hang out with them this week. Before that I promise that will hang out with them once i get back. But that night i cant go out as my mum dont allow because she said that i looks so pale. then the nx day they ajak me again for breakfast but i cant make it. then at night they ajak again for dinner, yet i cant make it again. I really do feel bad. I hope you all forgive me. I'm sorry.

Something happen to her recently.
But yet i cant do anything.
I wish to step one step forward,
acc her when she need someone,
but yet it doesn't make any sense.
M i stupid?
lol

This is our life. There are many stage we gonna face thro stage by stage. No worries. Friends, i will acc you all stage by stage even though i'm facing any prob alright=) Lastly to my dear friend,Be honest my dear friend, thats wad i really wish from you .

Its 4.20am
tidur lo.
gd nite
sweet dreamssss. ^^

Sunday 4 October 2009

~Saturday~

Lazy to blog e, this week is the 3rd week of my Sem 1 , i plan not to go back just to finish my work and report at campus. Mana tau so BORED.... I should go back!!!!!! Kacau my roommate until he closed his door. =( . 3 of my roommates were not in, one go church , one went back, one his parents came n visit him from sabah. Left both of us. No choice lor, he became the victim ^^ I start to switch off his light n fan .... then he switch on back... and i repeat the same thing for at least 5 times. haha.. then he switch off mine , this time i fart inside his room n switch off his fan. =) =) He pengsan cux i repeat 3 times =) . Then he closed his door. =( Nvm ..... I took the Dettol Spray n spray into his room under his door for several time until he opens his door. HAHA. Then he shout " WEI, GILA !!" but I dont care....haha. While he is watching movie, i took the cloth on the floor and throw at him and ran away ... haha. He shout again , " WEI ARRRRR"" . After that i go kick and beat him while he is doing his stuff . hahaha. He just keep saying , "" U GILA DY ARRRR..." haha. Kacau him so long dy also bored, then i go kacau my er jie n da jie. Two of them so kolian, give me scold and i straight away say bye n end the call . =). Then i go kacau Cy & Matt... haha. Overall, 5 of them r the victim of today. I really very BORED ARRRR... Next time really need to think twice whether should go back or not. if not end up like this.. LOL..

Sunday 20 September 2009

HAPPY =)



My blog dead almost a month. Gonna save it now.^^

Last week was my finals. The test seems to be easy if u really do study but for me Mechanics is my worse subject. I just wish to pass that subject please. The test end on fri 11am, everyone feel relieved after finish the final paper which was Algebra Test. Then we head on to MidValley about 12.30 to meet the girls . They finish their test on thurs "damn it" lol. Reached there we had Teppanyaki for our lunch while the girls had Pizza. Then they suggested to go for RED BOX. wow.

So all the guys walked over to The Garden to check out whether there's room there anot. Whereas the girls go shopping. " HAIX"". Luckily there's room to fit 15 of us. 9 guys but only one handsome. "SAD" {Readers, u all sure know who is it right}- YYY and 6 girls.=) We start to K around 3 something until 8pm .











In between , something surprise me . =) =) =)

They celebrate my birthday 5 days earlier. I think is because nx week is our one week holiday so they plan to celebrate it earlier. I feel speechless when i saw they bring the cake in and sing the birthday song together. I just too shocked until dono what should i said beside thank you. "they tot they din actually surprise me bcuz i gave them some weird response but honestly i felt touch , thats y i dono what to response u all." sry but THANKS ALOT!


















Lastly i wish too thanks to 3 of them , Matt & Cassey & Fei Kean. They searched for the cake up and down in MidValley and run back to The Garden without using the bridge when it was RAINING!!! Guys dont do that the next time. I really appreciate lots man. Thanks once again.




3 of Them.....=)





After all the happy moment ,we head back to our Uni. Before that, something bad happen, 2 of my friends phone stolen by two idiot. Bad moment just forget about it , continue our happy moment.
After everyone packed their stuff to go back on saturday, we meet at Pangkor Hall 4th floor which was the girls floor. We play games, at first FK brought up a game using UNO . That game was so blur, keep calling names . "Haha" Then i suggested to play the game SNAP. Just few rounds everyone hands were "red in colour" lol. Then i suggested the next game which was the KILLER. This game was taught by my buddy in Singapore now when we went for holiday together at Xia Men.=) Everyone enjoyed the game so much. The Best Actor and Actress goes to Steve Yap & Fei Kean. " applause lar abit" We played until 4.30am and its time for bed .




We really enjoyed the whole day before going back to our hometown . Miss them so much now, meet you guys one week later. =)


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Friday 28 August 2009

Question mark e....

Can anyone tell me what's Mi Mi Yan? I hv no idea at all. Friends out there help me find out what's Mi Mi Yan ok ? Thanks . =)

Friday 21 August 2009

No More Next Time

I really don't dare to repeat it again. I need to plan well in my studies. Start from tml onwards, i need to do my hw finish, do revision if got time, i really don't dare for last minute study. Sometime it works but sometime it doesn't work it at all. For test 2 really need to do well if not , the results will be sucks if add test 1 n test 2. =( I can do it ! =)

Saturday 15 August 2009

Change

I wanna change . no no, i must change . 180 degree change. Lets wait and see the results.

Monday 10 August 2009

ALWAYS

I'll always support you ! I just want you to be happy. =) now 1.30+am dy, i still in Student Association, going back at 2. Always so late sleep, wasting my time, can someone help me? i need help man. I really need to plan well in my studies if not i'm wasting money n time here. Support me ya. I need support from you all . =)Good night ~~~

Monday 3 August 2009

Before and After , Good and Better

"""Er jie, this time will you cry again? lol. Not the same situation as NS so definately u wont cry haha. For your weak-est sub that is Account , you really need to brush up okay. Face your enemy ! haha.And I wish to heard good news from you saying that u're not single dy but i do not wish to heard that as well. *wink* Anyway, best er jie take good care. """

This was the previous post i blog it before i go uni. Its the time to change it, a new life for you, a new situation for you, a new challenge for you too and so on because there are many new things you gonna face it whether is good or bad. No doubt, i know you can do it in any aspect and i'll always support you no matter what happen. Things will change but i know our bond and chemistry will never ever change . Yet i still need to insist that you're still my best er jie.

Just after class, damn sleepy, going back to take a nap ~~~ bb.

No boundaries

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am — still holding on!
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
B-reak every rule coz there's nothing between you
And your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it's harder to believe
Yeah...
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
With every breathe it's harder to believe
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are now boundaries.
There are now boundaries.

hmmmm...suddenlly keep listening this song. =)

Thursday 16 July 2009

The First Week

Yup expected the hectic life of a university student. There're not much time for me to even go for a sport. My time-table if full from monday until friday. =) Most of the classes is from 9am-4pm. Tomorrow i'm coming back after class . =) Cant continue my blog dy, i have to go now. bye. see you all in klang. miss =)

Sunday 12 July 2009

HBTY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
YOU
GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST
IN YOUR FUTURE

Monday 6 July 2009

AWESOME

I thought it was an awkward position whenever u need to ask everyone to gather .*not an easy job*=) I seldom do that , mostly poh or hong will do it but i think is the time to take the initiative to do if u want something to be good especially to reunion everyone of us that have been busy-ing last few weeks and failed to meet up each other. So last friday, it was an awesome night.Everyone shown up and was so happy and enjoy themselves. At first i thought that night would be a quiet , cool, just chit-chat night then chao dy. Instead ,damn crazy that night Oh My God. Everyone was very HIGH at ICE-CREAM CAFE. They keep talking non-sense , others ss-ing with Kay's camera and crap with each other ! This is the day that i want it to happen at least once in a week . Cant be everyday right , if is then everyone will goes CRAZY ~~~











Everyone thought i ask them to gather that day was a farewell for me. Definately not a farewell okay. I just want to find back our high-school crazyness ! The feelings was absolutely great. =)
I know i'm going to pursuit my studies this thursday at Semenyih but for sure i'll come back, just is it often or seldom only.Not going oversea yet, so not a farewell for me okay. Just want REUNITED ! As bev leave the comment at one of the picture at FB saying that ""ppl from johor can go back everyweek mah.u leh?its not like u're going penang"" while Poh said ""Yaw,after 2 weeks u sure come back...sure u cannot stand...u will SURE miss home n miss US"" . Seeing those comment that all of u leave, its really touched and shows me how important i am towards u all. Lol










The second-family of mine . *one missing* as usual. =)

Da jie, concentrate on your studies okay. No time for playing , i know u can arrange your time well. Friends , bf , studies all u can manage very well, not a prob for u. I'm glad really glad seeing you and cs are happy always.=) I'm waiting for your second year anniversary , third and so on. You two are the most sohai couple. haha. =)

Er jie, this time will you cry again? lol. Not the same situation as NS so definately u wont cry haha. For your weak-est sub that is Account , you really need to brush up okay. Face your enemy ! haha.And I wish to heard good news from you saying that u're not single dy but i do not wish to heard that as well. *wink* Anyway, best er jie take good care.

Shan jie, you're starting college soon too. Excited ? nervous? scare? anxious? If is i advice you not to think so much. Just relax before you start your studies. Once you start , it'll be a hectic life . lol. *Not to scare u* Sorry i start my studies first, you the last one dy. haha. Good luck shan jie!

Shi jie, what i really hope from you is ........CHANGES! CHANGES! It has been quite a long time we din get along dy. Maybe you're really busy with your things. I just hope the next time we gather you can make it and shown up alright. CHANGES REMEMBER!!

Bev, you really need to be more serious in your studies okay. *not to say u're not serious* Just put more effort okay. Not easy arh. But i know you can do it as i always support you right! =)

Shin, keep thinking when i'll meet you again? when? when? Everyone knows meeting up with you is a hard thing as u stay so far. lol. Anyway good luck in your studies! InDonEsia~~ lolx

Kay, i'll always support you in your decision ! Good luck in your foundation in communication! This time u must do it well okay! Aiya, you sure can do it greatly in communication since you're so good in talking *just being honest* hahahah.

Omg, seems like i'm going to a far far place haha, crap so much things but i just wanna say something to you all only. Too free dy so just crap lo. =)












~My bros~

Hong, dont forget ya wed cheras pasar malam if can. =)
*Look Wider**Look Wider*
hahahahahha
What can i say to you ?hmmmm....
Safety Safety First!
Always Safety FIRST okay!!=)

Yang, Good Luck in your STPM okay. Dont forget to take care your face arh...
dont just keep study study study.
Study hard , Play hard
and take care ur face!

Seng, TAKE GOOD CARE OF WOAM ! =)
Is it a burden for you? hahahah *jk*

Really seems like i'm going to oversea dy.haha. NO OF COURSE!
Just wanna say something to you All =)











Finish crapping ! The night end up with beer !
HEINEKEN!
Awesome !
Marvellous!
Fabulous!

~I LOVE YOU ALL~

Friday 3 July 2009

Cherish

Make it everyday is your last day
every second is your last second
you'll appreciate everything
in your LIFE.
Try it, its really works.
Love All Of You. =)

Wednesday 1 July 2009

The Duke

Yesterday i was watching channel 701, axn, The Duke. The question for yesterday was " Can men and women be friends?" So what do you think so? The host mentioned the only way that men and women can be friends is when the men get out from sexual thinking. =) Why he emphasis on men ? Why can't be women that who need to get out from sexual thinking? Does a men really thinks of sex when he and a women become a closed friend?

Monday 29 June 2009

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word


What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I gotta do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, its so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh, it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I gotta do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me

What have I gotta do
What have I gotta do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

*Appreciate every moment in your life**No point regrets**Move on*

Sunday 28 June 2009

Soon

I will pursuit my studies at University of Nottingham this coming July. 9th of July is the registration day which falls on Thursday. Then 10th of July will be the Welcome and Induction Programmes. Which means i need to show up myself there for this two days so i have decided to stay in campus on the registration day. Whereas 13th of July i'll start my studies. Times flies but i'm way behind my friend man. Most of them had started their studies during January, March , April or even May. =( This week i think is my last week to go out with my friends before i go there. It's because i'm pretty sure that i wont be coming back that often. Maybe 3 weeks once or 1 month once. Gonna start to miss my friend again as i used to in national service. lolx. I hope this week i would be able to enjoy with my beloved friends , buddys , besties , bros and second family so as them too. =) Take good care everybody, H1N1 is getting serious. =)