Its 3.00am, before that i was chatting with my greatest blur friend i had '3', but her way of thinking is really out of the box,i learn alot from her.
In life, we cant please everyone right? if we try to do so, at the end of the day, we're the one who feels tired but no one else know neither do they appreciate . How would you know everyone is happy? Maybe only on the outside they seem to b happy . We'll never able to make everyone around us happy . Somehow there wil be disagreements.There are no use for trying when the outcome is already clear, no way we can please human cux they will never satisfied even for the closest person you're attached to ; cux there will be disappointment n arguement but the most important thing is you learn from your mistake.
When you're trying to change urself, you're losing your real self at the end of the day. I do agree that diff situation need diff reaction but if you start changing personality then its a diff story already.
How to not feel sad so easily ? The mental have to be prepared. And whenever you plan something , don give out too high hopes n not too low also, then when everything goes smoothly, you'll be the happiest one. =) ; but when something goes wrong at least u prepared urself .
Everytime we have problems , we discuss, not keep to ourselves . I'll rmb this '3'. You're the best =)
There's someone i should apologise to . That someone is '2' one of my closest friend i ever had. Your care your action your worries your effort i appreciate alot. I'm sry for the headache you had wich lasted so long for you last time. I'm sry for my actions that made you worried. Every reaction i gave you affected you so much. Everytime when i hav some disagreement with them, you'll be the one who step up n b the speaker, who takes the effort to talk to me, who really take care my feelings. You're yet stil the best. =)
Wednesday 25 November 2009
Tuesday 24 November 2009
Bowling ^^
Tdy luckily got 7 of us including me went for Bowling =) ^^ We played 3 game per person .lol. Our hand was so pain afterall. =) There were Me, Danile, Ang, Kelvin, Hwa Ngon, Sheng & Wilson .^^
After that we head to Baskin Robbins for ice-cream . Rm7.90 per cone. It is expensive but delicious ^^ Then we bought some donuts since is quite cheap ~Buy 9 pieces free 3 pieces . LOL. So we share it out . We took 4.15 bus back to campus .
Tml will be having Study Skill Test but i'm still so lazy of studying it. Its Bored~~
Actually i forgetten when is my good friends presentation. Currently i just know one of my good friends will be having presentation tml , i think is bout abortion if i'm not mistaken. All the best to the good friend and i'll support you =). For the other good friends, i'm sorry i really forgetten when is yours presentation. ~Apologise ya ~
Its 7.10pm, i think is time for dinner earlier and later should really study STUDY SKILL ~~ *bored*
Alright lar, later only cont my blog-ing after i study STUDY SKILL =)
Chao~~
After that we head to Baskin Robbins for ice-cream . Rm7.90 per cone. It is expensive but delicious ^^ Then we bought some donuts since is quite cheap ~Buy 9 pieces free 3 pieces . LOL. So we share it out . We took 4.15 bus back to campus .
Tml will be having Study Skill Test but i'm still so lazy of studying it. Its Bored~~
Actually i forgetten when is my good friends presentation. Currently i just know one of my good friends will be having presentation tml , i think is bout abortion if i'm not mistaken. All the best to the good friend and i'll support you =). For the other good friends, i'm sorry i really forgetten when is yours presentation. ~Apologise ya ~
Its 7.10pm, i think is time for dinner earlier and later should really study STUDY SKILL ~~ *bored*
Alright lar, later only cont my blog-ing after i study STUDY SKILL =)
Chao~~
Y Y Y
Its 8 o'clock in the morning. As usual woke up & get ready for class at 9.
After that, took my lunch v my group R friends then there are nothing much to do dy. Tot of playing pool but is full all the time. So me, daniel & matt went over to the futsbal table and play with it with a pool ball. LOL. Then one guy standing there seeing us play for quite same time, sudd he say, he got the futsbal ball & ask us whether wanna play together anot. lol. So he teaches us alot of skill , but our big smart ass " DANIEL" dono how to play at all. Just know how to study . LOL.
around 12.30 we went back to our room ~~ nothing to do at all. wanna revise study skill but lazy so i decided to watch "G I JOE". I brought quite some dvd-movies from my hse . lol. "G I JOE" is cool man. So techno~~ watch until half way, daniel gonna go for study skill present dy bcux last week he din manage to present it. So i go n support him lo ~~ =) After he presented , then i sendiri balik room around 3 to continue my movie =)
After the movie, i study study skill for a while until i fall asleep . lol when i woke up is around 6.30 dy. call kenny whether wanna follow friends out for dinner but he said tired so acc him makan dinner at cafe lo. Around 7.45, friends pick us up for Futsal lo. Really enjoy playing with , especially team up with Kenny. Whenever we 2 team up, i think we can beat all the players down . lol . Really =) After futsal, mamak lo, as usual lo. Then came back around 12 something.
One of my dearest friend called. Dear friend, as i said, all i can help i already try my best dy but i'll always helping you whenever you want me. Now is the time u make the decision my dear friend. Be tough be brave to stand up alright. dont always let the person makes you fall. You know you got a bunch of great friends support you always =) . Dont say dono alright. We shall know which decision is the best for us. You can do it ! ^^
After that , i go bath lor then MSN and BlOG-ing now lo. LOL.
One of my bestie sudd said i become very "diam diam " dy. lol. He said last time i'll just blurt out everything to him or anyone. for example friends , family , studies , anything lar. But now he said i'm very "diam diam". Din mention anything dy. Bestie, basically i also dono whats going on to me . lol. Maybe "diamdiam" sometimes is good .lol. but dont worry, when we meet, i'll not "diam diam", i'll be very talkative and share alot of things with you bestie. do take care okay ^^
Tdy i finally chat back with 3 of my very good friends. =). although just few days but it seems that I quite miss them lots. I'm happy to know the good news from one of the very good friends. Now you 2 should talk more and share more things and care each other more alright =) You all really a bunch of great good friends ^^. Tml you all should receive my sweetsss.
Tml should be going to Kajang for bowling. Although i feel that should be quite few of us going only or maybe just 3 or 4. But nvm lar, i just wanna enjoy every second of my life .=) Mostly 12.30 bus and back to campus around 5 something or 6 something. =)
lastly , i feel that I dono how to express my happy or sad feelings to my friend dy. Somehow maybe blog-ing will help me express it out but i think blog-ing doesnt help much. conclusion, still thinking a good way . ~~~
is 2am. gonna revise study skill and slp !
Gd night <3
After that, took my lunch v my group R friends then there are nothing much to do dy. Tot of playing pool but is full all the time. So me, daniel & matt went over to the futsbal table and play with it with a pool ball. LOL. Then one guy standing there seeing us play for quite same time, sudd he say, he got the futsbal ball & ask us whether wanna play together anot. lol. So he teaches us alot of skill , but our big smart ass " DANIEL" dono how to play at all. Just know how to study . LOL.
around 12.30 we went back to our room ~~ nothing to do at all. wanna revise study skill but lazy so i decided to watch "G I JOE". I brought quite some dvd-movies from my hse . lol. "G I JOE" is cool man. So techno~~ watch until half way, daniel gonna go for study skill present dy bcux last week he din manage to present it. So i go n support him lo ~~ =) After he presented , then i sendiri balik room around 3 to continue my movie =)
After the movie, i study study skill for a while until i fall asleep . lol when i woke up is around 6.30 dy. call kenny whether wanna follow friends out for dinner but he said tired so acc him makan dinner at cafe lo. Around 7.45, friends pick us up for Futsal lo. Really enjoy playing with , especially team up with Kenny. Whenever we 2 team up, i think we can beat all the players down . lol . Really =) After futsal, mamak lo, as usual lo. Then came back around 12 something.
One of my dearest friend called. Dear friend, as i said, all i can help i already try my best dy but i'll always helping you whenever you want me. Now is the time u make the decision my dear friend. Be tough be brave to stand up alright. dont always let the person makes you fall. You know you got a bunch of great friends support you always =) . Dont say dono alright. We shall know which decision is the best for us. You can do it ! ^^
After that , i go bath lor then MSN and BlOG-ing now lo. LOL.
One of my bestie sudd said i become very "diam diam " dy. lol. He said last time i'll just blurt out everything to him or anyone. for example friends , family , studies , anything lar. But now he said i'm very "diam diam". Din mention anything dy. Bestie, basically i also dono whats going on to me . lol. Maybe "diamdiam" sometimes is good .lol. but dont worry, when we meet, i'll not "diam diam", i'll be very talkative and share alot of things with you bestie. do take care okay ^^
Tdy i finally chat back with 3 of my very good friends. =). although just few days but it seems that I quite miss them lots. I'm happy to know the good news from one of the very good friends. Now you 2 should talk more and share more things and care each other more alright =) You all really a bunch of great good friends ^^. Tml you all should receive my sweetsss.
Tml should be going to Kajang for bowling. Although i feel that should be quite few of us going only or maybe just 3 or 4. But nvm lar, i just wanna enjoy every second of my life .=) Mostly 12.30 bus and back to campus around 5 something or 6 something. =)
lastly , i feel that I dono how to express my happy or sad feelings to my friend dy. Somehow maybe blog-ing will help me express it out but i think blog-ing doesnt help much. conclusion, still thinking a good way . ~~~
is 2am. gonna revise study skill and slp !
Gd night <3
Monday 23 November 2009
Sunday
I question myself nowadays whether m i thinking the positive side or the negative? Y some of them take it as actually is nothing just that you need time. everyone has their own thoughts right? so basically for me, i think that it is quite serious for me but yet you said maybe is nothing. Alright, I'll treat it as nothing then.
Besides that, i din really touch my phone since fri. Maybe one of the reason is that my bill is still very high. Always 3 digit , i wish to lower down to 2 digit . LOL. The other reason is, i felt that currently i'm in the silent mode. Silent mode doesn't mean emo alright. I'll still be very hyper-active and talking crap, just that my mind had switch the mode to silent .
Tdy went bac to uni around 3.30pm. It was just so quiet. My friends went outing to MidValley. After my parents went back, i start to clean up my place. Its really dirty . I take almost 1 & half hour to finally clean up the whole room . Now my room is clean and tidy. =)
Luckily Daniel came back early , so we had our dinner togather at SA. It was just too bored. After dinner we went back , our connection to the net was just sucks. Cant even on9 or wad. Even bored. + daniel slept dy. Luckily once again, er jie called. Chit chat to pass the time. Then i went to bed, try to slp early but i woke up at 12am . Just slp 2 hours. sigh.
Bout 1am, msg ty whether wanna go to tcr to check mail or facebook anot. LOL. He also very bored so we two went to tcr . So now i'm writing this blog lo. and i gonna go back and try to slp dy.
Good nite =)
Besides that, i din really touch my phone since fri. Maybe one of the reason is that my bill is still very high. Always 3 digit , i wish to lower down to 2 digit . LOL. The other reason is, i felt that currently i'm in the silent mode. Silent mode doesn't mean emo alright. I'll still be very hyper-active and talking crap, just that my mind had switch the mode to silent .
Tdy went bac to uni around 3.30pm. It was just so quiet. My friends went outing to MidValley. After my parents went back, i start to clean up my place. Its really dirty . I take almost 1 & half hour to finally clean up the whole room . Now my room is clean and tidy. =)
Luckily Daniel came back early , so we had our dinner togather at SA. It was just too bored. After dinner we went back , our connection to the net was just sucks. Cant even on9 or wad. Even bored. + daniel slept dy. Luckily once again, er jie called. Chit chat to pass the time. Then i went to bed, try to slp early but i woke up at 12am . Just slp 2 hours. sigh.
Bout 1am, msg ty whether wanna go to tcr to check mail or facebook anot. LOL. He also very bored so we two went to tcr . So now i'm writing this blog lo. and i gonna go back and try to slp dy.
Good nite =)
Sunday 22 November 2009
Life
Our life changes everysecond, u cant predict what will happen next . Do you believe there are forever friends? there are true friends? I believe there do have, is just how you maintain it. Honestly, true friends & forever friends are hard to find and hard to form.
One of my very good bro said," You change dy". At first i just denied him & keep quiet. After that, we had a long convo thro msn, i told him that wad u said just now is quite true. I do change dy, in the sense of character or thinking. He agree that i'm quite quiet dy . Maybe is the life that i'm facing thro-out this few months. My gang, My bros, My Uni friends. As i mention before, god gaves us problem because god believes that we can handle it. Ya is true i can handle it but somehow i feel that i had change abit. My good bro emphasis that talking heart to heart to my true friends really work as we have been thro so many years. He ask me not to keep everything to myself. I dont wish too bro. But dont worry, i'll try to blurt out.
If you really treat me as ur very very very best friend dy and we have been thro so many years dy, why yet u still need to pretend in front of me? dont you believe me? I'll not be angry because of that. I'm unhappy because you din tell me whats going on until i found out. I hope that you dont think that i'm still the old me. I know its a small matter, but you know i treat every single matter of u from my bottom of my heart. You do promise me , anything happen or going on, you will tell me, before that you do, but now you didn't. Maybe you did but not as much as last time dy.Is it i sentive or is it think too much again? I'm quite sure that i'm not sensitve or think too much dy, i just want you to be honest.
Seeing my dear friend facing such a prob that hurt her so deeply n she cant even find her way out or wad to do. I feel so bad. My dear friend, is time for you to sit down and think every single piece of things twice. I dont wish that you escape from the reality this time alright. Obviously, the person is acting too much my dear. That person is taking you for granted my dear. Nobody really wish to see u suffer again . Solve the problem as soon as possible alright. Hurt now is better than keep hurting day by day.
And recently, pass 2 or 3 weeks, one of my good friend facing some problem also. He is a truely good friend that should appreciate . I'm happy for him right now as he really changed alot. =) I'm quite sure that he did really think wad i told him . I told him, " i cant know unless you let me know, i cant care unless you let me care." this sentence is one of my dear friend who told me, i feel i really learn alot from this sentence, so i advice him with this sentence =). I really like the character he is now. There's still a long journey we will walk thro .
I feel bad to my buddy . As i cant hang out with them this week. Before that I promise that will hang out with them once i get back. But that night i cant go out as my mum dont allow because she said that i looks so pale. then the nx day they ajak me again for breakfast but i cant make it. then at night they ajak again for dinner, yet i cant make it again. I really do feel bad. I hope you all forgive me. I'm sorry.
Something happen to her recently.
But yet i cant do anything.
I wish to step one step forward,
acc her when she need someone,
but yet it doesn't make any sense.
M i stupid?
lol
This is our life. There are many stage we gonna face thro stage by stage. No worries. Friends, i will acc you all stage by stage even though i'm facing any prob alright=) Lastly to my dear friend,Be honest my dear friend, thats wad i really wish from you .
Its 4.20am
tidur lo.
gd nite
sweet dreamssss. ^^
One of my very good bro said," You change dy". At first i just denied him & keep quiet. After that, we had a long convo thro msn, i told him that wad u said just now is quite true. I do change dy, in the sense of character or thinking. He agree that i'm quite quiet dy . Maybe is the life that i'm facing thro-out this few months. My gang, My bros, My Uni friends. As i mention before, god gaves us problem because god believes that we can handle it. Ya is true i can handle it but somehow i feel that i had change abit. My good bro emphasis that talking heart to heart to my true friends really work as we have been thro so many years. He ask me not to keep everything to myself. I dont wish too bro. But dont worry, i'll try to blurt out.
If you really treat me as ur very very very best friend dy and we have been thro so many years dy, why yet u still need to pretend in front of me? dont you believe me? I'll not be angry because of that. I'm unhappy because you din tell me whats going on until i found out. I hope that you dont think that i'm still the old me. I know its a small matter, but you know i treat every single matter of u from my bottom of my heart. You do promise me , anything happen or going on, you will tell me, before that you do, but now you didn't. Maybe you did but not as much as last time dy.Is it i sentive or is it think too much again? I'm quite sure that i'm not sensitve or think too much dy, i just want you to be honest.
Seeing my dear friend facing such a prob that hurt her so deeply n she cant even find her way out or wad to do. I feel so bad. My dear friend, is time for you to sit down and think every single piece of things twice. I dont wish that you escape from the reality this time alright. Obviously, the person is acting too much my dear. That person is taking you for granted my dear. Nobody really wish to see u suffer again . Solve the problem as soon as possible alright. Hurt now is better than keep hurting day by day.
And recently, pass 2 or 3 weeks, one of my good friend facing some problem also. He is a truely good friend that should appreciate . I'm happy for him right now as he really changed alot. =) I'm quite sure that he did really think wad i told him . I told him, " i cant know unless you let me know, i cant care unless you let me care." this sentence is one of my dear friend who told me, i feel i really learn alot from this sentence, so i advice him with this sentence =). I really like the character he is now. There's still a long journey we will walk thro .
I feel bad to my buddy . As i cant hang out with them this week. Before that I promise that will hang out with them once i get back. But that night i cant go out as my mum dont allow because she said that i looks so pale. then the nx day they ajak me again for breakfast but i cant make it. then at night they ajak again for dinner, yet i cant make it again. I really do feel bad. I hope you all forgive me. I'm sorry.
Something happen to her recently.
But yet i cant do anything.
I wish to step one step forward,
acc her when she need someone,
but yet it doesn't make any sense.
M i stupid?
lol
This is our life. There are many stage we gonna face thro stage by stage. No worries. Friends, i will acc you all stage by stage even though i'm facing any prob alright=) Lastly to my dear friend,Be honest my dear friend, thats wad i really wish from you .
Its 4.20am
tidur lo.
gd nite
sweet dreamssss. ^^
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